Chapter 40
Hadley chuckles, the sound making me shudder, ‘did you do that with Star?’ he asks, his tone curious.
I shake my head, ‘he wouldn’t let me’ I admit with a small pout, ‘wouldn’t let me touch him. He said I should only sleep with him if I choose him, that it wasn’t fair to you if I pick you and he’d slept with me. He said it was disrespectful.’
Hadley nods slowly, ‘I agree’ he murmurs, ‘you are special Jamie-Lee and your mate, the one you choose to be with for the rest of your life is the one who should make love to you.’
My pout drops further at his words, but he shakes his head, ‘that doesn’t mean we can’t do some things’ he adds with a wink. ‘Caden has already shown he’s happy to share your o*****s, he’s just drawn the line at s*x.’
I frown, ‘how has he agreed to share my o*****s? Is this something you’ve discussed?’ My eyes widen at the thought that my two mates sat down and had a chat about what they accept the other does with me.
Hadley laughs shaking his head, ‘no, but Caden isn’t stupid’ he replies, ‘he would have known that you would tell me. He also knows that the rules were very specific, what one gets, the other has the right to get. By taking your relationship to the next level, he was telling me that he understands that I also crave you and that he could live with you doing these things with me even if you pick him to be your mate. Basically, he can accept that I gave his mate pleasure, he just doesn’t want his mate to sleep with another wolf, and I respect that.’
I shake my head in confusion, ‘this makes no sense’ I grumble, ‘how is you going down on me not s*x?’
The warrior laughs, his arms wrapping around me, ‘it is sweetheart’ he agrees, ‘but it’s not making love. Caden and I, we are in the same situation, we love you. If and when we sleep with you, we will make love to you, not f*ck you. He wants to be the only person to ever make love to you and I’m in agreement. I want to know that when I sink into your body, you have never been loved in that way before.’ He places a small k**s on my lips, ‘it’s also self preservation’ he adds softly, ‘if either of us takes you, we’ll most likely claim you right there and then, we wont be able to stop our wolves from doing it.’
I nod slowly, understanding what Hadley is saying, ‘you both want to be my mate’ I sigh. ‘You want to be the one I love with all my heart and you want me to prove that by giving you everything I have.’
The man in front of me nods, smiling, ‘it’s killing both of us to wait and that is why I think Caden has opened this door, it’s a way for us all to get some relief without risking a marking.’ He looks into my eyes with amusement, ‘I’m sure I’m not the only one whose struggling with a semi permanent hard on’ he teases, ‘there is only so many cold showers that a man can take.’
I giggle, curling into his chest, and listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat, the sound soothing me.
‘Hadley’ I murmur, one of my hands trailing down his shirt and underneath the hem.
‘Yes sweetheart?’ the warrior replies softly.
‘Will you take me to bed and give me pleasure?’ I ask him shyly.
A chuckle reverberates in his chest as he scoops me up and carries me through the living room and up the stairs to his bedroom.
Pushing the door closed with his foot, he places me on his bed, my head lying on the pillows on the right side of his queen sized bed.
‘That would be your spot’ he growls, his eyes darkening as his wolf pushes forward to see me sprawled on their bed. ‘I have always slept on the left, never slept in the middle or on the right, because I knew my mate would want to be on that side.’
I nod, shifting onto my elbows so I can look around his room, this is the only space that has no women’s touch and it pleases me. No other woman has got close enough to my mate to mark his personal space. ‘It’s very masculine’ I comment, running my gaze over the dark mahogany furniture and deep grey curtains that frame the large window next to a door that I assume leads to the bathroom.
‘It is just waiting for my mate to make it her own’ Hadley replies, his l**t filled eyes pinned to me. ‘I think that’s why I never changed the house after my mother died, she made it her own when they moved in, I wanted to make it my own with my mate.’
The weight of his words lay heavy on my heart, it’s supposed to be me, I’m supposed to live here and make it a home with him and our children.
‘Hadley’ I croak, reaching out a hand to him.
‘It’s OK sweetheart’ the warrior replies, crawling onto the bed and pressing his weight down on top of me as his lips find mine. ‘The Goddess will lead us to where we need to be, of that I am certain, don’t think about it any more OK? For just this night, be here with me, as my mate, let me show you just how special you are.’
I press my head back into the pillow, losing myself in this man’s lips, Skarla purring happily in my mind, pleased to have our mate so close, touching us.
Rough fingers push up my shirt, skating over my skin as he explores me with his gentle touch. I want him to rip my clothes off but the warrior seems in no hurry, enjoying the feel of my body under his finger tips.
Inching down my torso, his lips find my exposed stomach, and butterfly soft k****s set me aflame, the slow, deliberate torture working me up until I’m ready to beg him.
Slowly, my shirt moves higher and higher, exposing the burgundy bra I’m wearing before Hadley leans back so he can pull it over my head. His gaze drags over my body, hunger burning in his gaze as he takes me in.
‘So beautiful’ he murmurs, mesmerised, ‘my fantasies didn’t even come close.’
I wriggle slightly, my cheeks turning pink at his husky words and intent stare, causing his mouth to tilt up in a shadow of a smile that just makes him look hotter.
The pads of his fingers trace up my stomach, skirting the very edge of my breast as I suck in a breath, arching my back into his touch. Please Goddess, make him touch me, I will do anything you want if you convince those fingers to pinch my n****e. It seems the Goddess is not listening as Hadley continues his torment, hands gently palming my left breast and squeezing.
A high pitched mewling sound pushing past my lips, I arch further, encouraging him to man handle me.
A low chuckle leaves my mate and he finally smooths over my flesh, capturing my n****e between his thumb and forefinger and rolling it in a way that has me moaning desperately.
‘You’re a needy girl aren’t you sweetheart’ the warrior growls, leaning over me, using his other hand to hold him over my body.
‘Please’ I whimper, my eyes closed as I fall into a world of nothing but sensation.
I jolt as teeth graze my other n****e, a puff of warm air causing it to pebble before the sting is soothed with the tip of his tongue. Sucking the nub into his mouth, Hadley pinches the other one harshly, making me buck upward, pushing myself into his mouth.
He growls his approval, the sound vibrating against me before releasing my taut n*****s and starting to k**s his way down my stomach as my hands grab at the bed covers, anchoring myself.
‘I love your scent’ the warrior murmurs as he moves down toward my jeans, his fingers playing with the button for a second before popping it open. He pulls down my zipper, his fingers inching inside to sweep across the top of my panties teasingly.
‘Hadley’ I whine, wriggling again, earning myself another throaty laugh.
‘You need something sweetheart?’ he asks me, his gaze flicking up to mine as he mouth hovers millimetres from my body.
‘I need you’ I reply, wriggling again as a large palm falls to my stomach and pushes me back into the mattress.
‘You always had me’ he replies softly, ‘from the moment I saw you in that clearing, you had me.’
‘Please, I’ll do anything’ I whimper, beyond caring what I sound like.
Hadley pushes back from me and hooks his fingers into the top of my jeans, shimmying them down my legs as I eagerly try to help. My underwear goes next, leaving me bare to him other than my bra and I don’t even try to cover up as he openly drinks me in. ‘You don’t have to give me anything my love’ he murmurs, ‘I’ll give you everything I have freely.’
Before I can process his words, he lowers his face between my legs and teases his tongue between my folds. Each lap is leisurely, the warrior savouring me in a way that makes me feel desired and appreciated. The tip circles my clit just before teeth nibble gently, sending electric currents through me.
I release the comforter that I’m laying on top of, my hands finding the werewolf’s hair, my fingers digging into his scalp, holding him to me.
Two fingers tease my entrance, before plunging inside me as I scream. The warrior attacks me like a man starved, no longer the sweet innocent guy who was too shy to take my hand, now he is all wolf and my body is jello beneath him.
‘More!’ I gasp out, grinding myself against his face as that huge, strong hand presses down on my stomach once more, pinning me.
A devilish growl reverberates from between my thighs and the dominant sound mixed with the tremours against my skin push me over the edge as I tumble into an o****m that causes my sight to black out for a second.Còntens bel0ngs to Nô(v)elDr/a/ma.Org
I come too, the feeling of a slow sensual tongue licking me, bringing me back to my surroundings. As my quivering body stills, Hadley sits up, smiling shyly at me whilst I try to make my legs move.
‘You OK?’ he asks huskily, standing up so he can reach down and pull me into a sitting position.
Taking his hand, I scoot to the edge of the bed and slide off onto my knees reaching for him.
‘Jamie-Lee?’ he starts, suddenly nervous.
I shake my head, my hands busy at his waist, undoing the button, ‘everyone gets treated equal’ I say firmly, loosening his zipper and pulling down his jeans to reveal a very obvious bulge that has my mouth watering.
‘You didn’t do this with . . ‘ his words are cut off as I pull him free and slide my mouth around him. A g***n of pleasure rumbles from his chest as he grips my hair tightly, the sting making my s*x pulse all over again.
Taking as much of him as I can. I slowly trail my tongue along the underside as I pull back, enjoying his taste, moaning my pleasure around his girth.
‘F*cking Goddess’ the warrior growls, his h**s pumping in time to my own movements, the tip hitting the back of my throat as I force the muscles to relax.
My small hand cups his balls, massaging them as I suck his c**k deep into my mouth, sliding it back out and flicking the tip of my tongue over the head, licking off the drop of pre c*m that I find there.
‘You are killing me sweetheart’ Hadley g****s, h**s moving faster as I allow him to set the pace, use me for his own gratification. I feel his balls tighten and he tries to pull back, but I circle my free hand around his h**s holding him to me as his release flows down my throat.
Swallowing, I finally let him go, standing up as I lick my lips, his flavour may be my most favourite thing ever. He’s breathing heavily, his eyes closed as I bend down to pull up his jeans, tucking him back in his boxers and fastening the zipper again.
Leaning up on tip toes, I press my lips to his, ‘everyone gets treated the same’ I repeat softly, ‘that means, what I get, you both get. I’m not going to lay here and let you both pleasure me while you walk around with blue balls. I agree, I should make love to my life long mate, but as you said, we can still do stuff.’
Hadley blows out a breath, finally opening his eyes as he looks down at me, pure adoration there. He wraps an arm around me and hauls me into him, pressing his lips hungrily to mine. Wrapping my arms around him, I throw myself into the k**s, telling him without words how I feel, I love him.