The Beast And The Blessed

Chapter 14

Fourteen: Killian

Killian's p.o.v.

"I just heard the most interesting thing,” Joselin said as she entered my office with the collection of

crystals and candles that she insisted she needed. I had given her a tower of her own to practice her

magic and keep all of her belongings, yet she still insisted on bringing them everywhere else and

leaving them all around the castle like a toddler.

"I am really not in the mood, Josie," I muttered as I focused on the task before me. It seemed like an

impossible endeavor. Every few seconds, I would see a flash of Natalie's hurt expression and all of my

focus would go right out the window.

I had almost lost control last night. It wasn't just my beast who wanted to claim his mate.

I wanted her. Her display of power and strength had me ready to bend her over the bed and fuck her

until she couldn't walk. Perhaps I would even let her climb on top and show me what it felt like when

she took control in the bedroom.

But it wasn't as mates. I wanted to fuck her as just a man and a woman.

Knowing she was my mate was the only thing stopping me. If I gave in and had sex with her, I had no

doubt my beast would come forward and place our mark upon her, claiming the beautiful woman as

ours forever. That was the exact thing I wanted to avoid.

Once the mark was placed, the pull I felt to her would multiply and she would have the ability to

completely destroy me.

Holding her at night and having that contact with her was the only thing I found that could satisfy my

beast to keep him at bay.

"Yeah, I got that. Funny enough, that's what I heard." She explained as she dropped her items on the

leather seat Natalie had just been in a few minutes prior, once again causing my mind to move to the

hypnotizing woman and away from the important matters at hand. ’A servant seemed to overhear you

yelling at Natalie to leave you alone and that she was annoying you. Really romantic stuff. It's the talk

of the castle, right now. I think the only thing that could top it is if you were to call a meeting and just

humiliate her or reject her in front of the entire pack. That way you can really crush her spirit. It'll do

wonders for the fact that she has to be willing to fight for you sometime soon." 1

I closed my eyes, resting my head back against my chair as Joselin scolded me. She wasn't wrong.

According to her vision, Natalie would save my life, but it wasn't set in stone. Things could still happen

before then that would alter the outcome.

I didn't want to string her along just to have her lay down her life for me, but I also couldn't let her in.

Every time she was near me, it would scare me just how much I actually wanted her close.

I hadn't even marked her, and she still had a hold over me.

"I wasn't trying to humiliate her. You know that. She was just driving me crazy." The groan that left

Joselin was full of frustration as she started to set up around the map, wanting to try for the fifth time to

trace the magic that was hiding the vampires. But this time, she was using what she claimed were

more powerful crystals.

"Are you going to go apologize to her now, or later?" She asked as the wicks of the candles burst into

flames. "This may take a while anyway. If you wanted to go make things right, I'll still be here when you

get back."

I opened my eyes, staring at her with incredulity. "I am the king. I apologize to no one!”

Joselin lifted her hands in surrender, but quietly laughed to herself. "When you finally give in and have

a happy relationship with a loving mate, that line of thinking will change."

Her interference in my relationship thus far had already gone too far for my comfort, and I felt my short

temper getting the better of me. Ever since Natalie was brought here, my fuse seemed to shorten with

each passing day. "What do you know about it? You've been in so many beds, I cant keep count."

Her hands dropped back down to her sides as she shook her head in disbelief. "You're really going to

turn this on me? You're just trying to pick a fight now! Stop acting like a grumpy baby, and go make

things right with your mate!"

I scoffed at her, as I rose to my feet. I couldn't help thinking about one of my best friends, the only man

I trusted to protect my mate except myself, and how long he had been in love with Joselin but could

never have her because she wouldn't settle down. These fucking women had too much power over the

men. "You've never been in love in your life. I bet you don't even know how to let someone in for a

regular relationship!” Còntens bel0ngs to Nô(v)elDr/a/ma.Org

"I guess we're both protecting ourselves then. I can't feel anything more for any of your kind because

you all have soulmates out there, waiting for you. We both know the claim of a chosen mate is weak

compared to a fated mate. If I chose to be with Tobias or anyone else, they could find their fated a year

or a decade from now and walk away from me without ever looking back. I would be left with nothing!

You at least know Natalie is it for you, and yet, you're still treating her like shit." Joselin shook in anger

as she gathered her belongings back up, blowing the candles out aggressively before taking the map

and adding it to her pile.

"Where are you going?" I asked, frustrated that all of the women in my life were being so insufferable

today.

"I don't need to do this here, and don't worry, I won't expect an apology from you, Your Majesty." Her

disgust was clear in her tone as she spat my title, and I clenched my jaw to keep from yelling at her too.

With one last glare, she flickered once before teleporting from my office. I knew she would be all the

way at the other side of the castle in her private tower, but my fury was controlling me. I knew if I didn't

blow off some steam, I would end up tracking her down and making everything worse.

All of the servants made themselves scarce as I stormed from the castle, shredding my clothes as I

shifted into my full beast, landing on all four paws at a sprint. I had too much on my plate and was too

tired from not sleeping last night to deal with the upset women surrounding me.

It was several hours before I was ready to go back, but my beast was still on edge. I knew he would not

calm until we marked Natalie, or at the very least, had her in our arms. Having the beautiful creature

mad at US or feeling hurt because of how I treated her sat heavily on my shoulders.

The sun had long ago set, and I made my way back home. The halls were empty, and as I followed my

mate's scent back to our bedroom, I finally felt somewhat at peace. Her smell was enough to help clear

my mind, and I was secretly even more excited for her touch.

I snuck in quietly, making my way to the shower before joining her in our bed. After I rinsed off, I pulled

on a pair of boxers before crawling into the bed. I could hear from her breathing that she was awake,

and I rolled to the side, ready for this day to be over.

My arm collided with a pillow, and I lifted my head to glare at my mate's back. She lay on her side with

her head tilted at an obviously uncomfortable angle to reach the mattress. Her chocolate brown hair

was spread out on the sheets, and she refused to look my way.

"What the fuck is this, Natalie?" I watched as she shivered when I used her name, but she regained her

composure and stilled.

"It's a wall, Killian." I had never been addressed by my name by her before, and I hated to admit that I

liked it. The fact that she had used even her own pillow to build a barrier between US was absurd.

All of the anger and frustration of my day melted away, and I dropped my head back down as I stared

at the ceiling.

The laugh that left my body surprised me. It was such a ridiculous thing, a wall made of pillows. But she

made her point. She was still mad about this morning. I grabbed the pillows between US and tossed

them to the floor.

"Hey!" She shouted as I rolled over and pulled her against my chest.

"We sleep like this." I insisted, nuzzling my nose against her neck to satisfy my beast. I may not have

been able to become emotionally invested in our relationship but I was still a man who could admit that

I enjoyed the physical touch of a woman.

"We didn't sleep like this last night! You slept somewhere else." Natalie argued as she tried to wiggle

away from me.

"I was working in my office, and I didn’t sleep at all last night. Now go to sleep." Her body stilled at my

words, and I closed my eyes, ready to end what had turned into a very long day.

"I'm still mad at you for today." Her voice softened, and I heard her breathing slow to match mine.

"I know you are."