The things we do
WARNING! TRIGGERING MATURE CONTENT!
Nikolai’s POV
My head swirled with thoughts of today’s events as I staggered through my bedroom door. Alcohol did nothing to lighten the load on my chest nor the rage I was feeling. I buried my head in my hands as I sat at the edge of my bed. Why had I let him escape? Why did I do something so stupid?
“Why did I…” I swallowed, clutching at my hair with shaky hands. I knew it could not have been helped but I couldn’t help but feel so stupid about everything. My chest began to heave once more when I stared at Elle’s portrait on the wall. I had failed her. I had failed once more. I let her murderer escape when he was right in front of me.
I raved with anger as my thoughts went to the prisoner. I had the perfect revenge tool against Jonas right in my grasp for weeks now. And instead of taking out my revenge and making her suffer like I was supposed to, I was out here playing nice to her. I even let them convince me to feed her! She didn’t deserve any of it.
My heart filled up with bitterness every time the memory of my wolf proclaiming her as my mate came to mind. And each time if felt like I was betraying Elle even more… like I was cheating on her memory. It did nothing to honor her memory. I was doing nothing. Absolutely nothing. But I would reverse that now.
Clenching my fists, I made my way to the room where the prisoner was staying on shaky legs. I would hurt Jonas the exact way he had hurt me.
I saw her jump up in surprise when I swung the door open. She looked up at me in confusion at first, and then I saw her expression change to one of fright when I slowly approached her. I grappled her by the neck as I pushed her hard against the wall. She spluttered and began to struggle as she lightly tapped her hand against mine. But I didn’t stop…
I wouldn’t…
I shook with anger as the day of Elle’s death replayed in my head. I drew her closer to me and then pushed her harder against the wall until I saw trails of blood begin to spew from her mouth.
I growled as I saw Jonas grab Elle out of the car in my mind’s eye. I looked up at the prisoner, grabbing her roughly by the collar of her dress, earning a sharp cry from her.
“P-please… please, I-I’m sorry…” She begged, as I pushed her against the bedpost and tied her arms together with a string just like they had done to Elle.
Elle had begged too. But they didn’t listen. Nobody listened…
I would do to his daughter exactly what they had done to Elle. Let’s see how he would continue to smirk after that.
Liyah’s POVExclusive © content by N(ô)ve/l/Drama.Org.
I was beyond confused when I saw the alpha barge into my room. I hadn’t seen him for a few days now. And from the anger in his eyes, I could tell that I was in trouble. I tried to recall if there was anything I had done earlier that would warrant his anger, but I couldn’t come up with anything. I hadn’t done anything to anger him. He hadn’t treated me badly for a while now so I was also kind of confused.
Before I could comprehend what exactly was happening, he had grabbed me by the neck and squeezed tightly. This time he didn’t stop. I tapped on his hand in desperation as I felt all the air begin to drain from my lungs. In response he pushed me harder against the wall repeatedly until I began to taste blood in my mouth.
He stopped for a second and glared up at me, and I could feel goosebumps spread all over my skin. I was scared of him but for some reason it was different this time. I had never seen such anger in his eyes. Without warning he dragged me off the wall and to the bedpost, grabbing a piece of wire from the ceiling and binding both my hands.
“P-please… please, I-I’m sorry…” I cried as the string dug deep into my wrists.
But he didn’t stop. My eyes widened in shock when I felt something poke my butt. When he eased up behind me, I realized it was his arousal.
“No!!” I yelled, lowering myself to the floor as I realized what was about to happen.
He clapped one huge hand over my mouth and pushed me forward roughly. I gasped out in pain as my chest connected with the bedpost, making more blood spew out from my lips.
I tapped against his hand in desperation as he ripped my dress open. This couldn’t be happening. Tears poured down my face in torrents as I struggled to escape his grip. In a desperate attempt, I widened by mouth and bit the inside of his palm with all the strength I could muster.
“Help!” I screamed as loudly as I could when I had the chance. “Somebody please-”
I didn’t have the chance to finish as his hand quickly came back to to my mouth. This time he procured a piece of cloth he used to gag me. I shook with fear as he raised the remains of my dress up to my hips and ripped off my underwear.
“P-please,” I begged through the gag, my body racking with sobs. Anything but this… I would do all the chores for the rest of my life if he wanted. Anything but this…
But he wouldn’t stop there. I struggled to free myself from the binds when I heard him unzip his pants but to no avail.
I shut my eyes from the pain and let out a muffled scream when he forcefully penetrated me.
But he didn’t stop there.
I felt him ease up to adjust his position, and then he began to push into me. Pain shot up my core with each thrust, and after a while I felt warm liquid run down my legs.
My chest felt so heavy and for a moment I couldn’t breathe. The tears dripped from my chin to my chest as I shut my eyes and prayed for it to be over. I tried to think of anything else to distract me. Anything else to occupy my mind apart from his grunting.
Finally, he let out a loud grunt, pulling out and shoving me forward. My eyelids felt heavy and swollen as I let myself fall onto the floor. My body felt too weak to hold on.
I could hear him breathing hard as he zipped up his pants and walked out without a word.
This time I did try to hold back the tears as they washed over my face.