My Not Yet Mate

Chapter 111

Lily had just sat down in the dining hall between Gregory and Alden to eat their homemade pizza, when Lukas walked in followed closely by the school whore. Lily’s lips drew back in a silent snarl that faltered when almost 2 dozen other people walked in behind them. She lowered her lip as he walked straight up to her.

He pulled her out of her seat to wrap his arm around her waist. He tugged her up his body to kiss her. She closed her eyes and wrapped her arm around his neck. She pulled back breathlessly. He smiled at her.

“Well, honey I might be home,” she giggled.

“I was worried if you would really be here when I got done.”

She pecked his lips. “Hate to tell you, I’m here to stay.” Còntens bel0ngs to Nô(v)elDr/a/ma.Org

He frowned and crossed his eyes, making her laugh. “Oh, no, , please, anything but that.”

She smacked his shoulder. “Okay, Mr. Man, focus. We have business to tend to.”

She tried to wiggle to get down, but he li

lifted her higher. “Come greet your queen if you’re my new assistant.”

He began to lavish kisses on her neck as a tall, nerdy looking young man started walking their way. Lukas licked her spot and she squirmed, trying not to moan in front of everyone. The man knelt at their feet.

“Queen Lily, my name is Aramos, from the Duncan Clan.”

Lily smiled at him. “You can call me, Lily.”

Lukas gripped her chin and forced her to look at him. “Business concluded?”

She nodded. He turned around and carried her out of the dining hall. She wrapped her legs around his waist as he hopped up the stairs. She ran her fingers through his hair.

“You’re in a hurry,” she teased.

“I told you I was starving.”

He kicked the door shut behind them and threw her on the bed. He yanked her dress off and sent fire over her lingerie. It disintegrated and lily glared at him.

“Hey, that was expensive!”

He eagerly pulled his clothes off, before sinking down onto her, kissing her fervently. He spread her legs and immediately pushed into her. She cried out and put her hand on his chest. He cursed and shifted their positions so she was on top. He put his hands behind his head and looked up at her.

“I’m sorry, Lily, I just have missed you. I didn’t mean to frighten-”

She leaned down to lick his lips. “You didn’t. You are just huge.

He grinned as his hands went to her hips to pull her down all the way on his shaft.

“I’m not huge, you’re just tight.”

She rolled her eyes as she began to move her hips. “Idiot,” she said, fondly.

He reached between them to rub her clit as she rode him. Her hand splayed over his chest and he moaned. His hand slowly crept up her body to wrap loosely around her throat. She swallowed

nervously and his hand fell to her breast

She took his hand and put it back around her throat. She met his eyes as she forced him to grip her tighter. He opened their link and let his pleasure fill her. She uttered a small moan as her body gripped him tighter. He rolled her over to thrust into her harder as he squeezed her neck tighter.

“Lily,” he moaned.

She wrapped her legs around his waist and pulled him deeper. She arched her back and he lowered his head to suck on her breast. He breathed heat on her mark and spasmed, pulling him into her body. She held him inside as she released a burst of fire over his mark.

He ground against the back of her pussy as he shot his cum into her. He let her throat go to press kisses on the spot on her neck that made her weak. She rubbed his back while he lay on top of her trying to catch his breath.

“Lukas?”

“Yeah, Lils?”

“Maybe soon we could do it like we did in the dream?”

He shook his head against her shoulder. “No.”

She ran her fingers through his hair. “If that’s what you like, we can try. If I can’t handle it, I’ll let you stop.”

He kissed her neck. “I like you, Lily. I don’t have to have that kind of sex.

“But maybe you could teach me to like it. You don’t have to treat me like I’m porcelain. I’m not going to break.”

“Lily-

She shoved him off of her and got up. She stormed towards the bathroom and he ran behind her. He grabbed her and spun her around.

“Lily, come on. We can talk about this. I do not want to send you backwards.”

She yanked her arm away from him and spun on him to jab her finger into his chest.

YOU WANTED ME TO COME HOME, I CAME HOME! YOU WANTED TO MARRY ME, I MARRIED YOU! YOU ASKED ME TO BE YOUR QUEEN, I’M HERE TO BE YOUR FUCKING QUEEN! WHY ARE YOU ONLY WILLING TO BE OKAY WITH THINGS THAT YOU WANT? WHAT ABOUT THINGS THAT I WANT TO DO FOR YOU? THIS IS NOT JUST ABOUT ME! FOR GODESS‘ SAKE, LUKAS, YOU JUST CHOKED THE SHIT OUT OF ME AND I DIDN’T DIE FROM A PANIC ATTACKI”

He sighed and pulled her into his arms. “Lily, what you want is important. He lifted her hands to his mouth and pressed kisses over them. “We can try next time, Lily, but if you get scared, you need to tell me and I will stop.”

She narrowed her eyes on him. “Do you swear?”

He groaned, but nodded. “I won’t apologize for being protective of you, Lily”

She pecked his lips, before nuzzling into his chest. “It’s okay, but promise me you won’t be like Aiden.”

He tensed under her cheek. “What do you mean like Aiden?”

“When I learned about what Malcolm did to Sasha, I thought that she seemed so at peace with everything, but Aiden was still dealing with it.” She met his eyes and jumped up a little to wrap her legs around his waist. She ran her fingers through his hair as he put his arm under her ass. “You didn’t fail me, Lukas. You never did. You tried so hard for me. I should have told you. I should have let you take me away. If anybody is to blame, it’s me.” She kissed him softly. “Stop blaming yourself. Stop hating Loatie.”

“Don’t say his name.” he growled.

She glared at him. “His name is Loatie and he raped me. He taught me so many things. He taught me what love was. He may not have been the one that loved me, but he’s the reason I finally started to believe your love. He taught me that I needed to protect myself and that I needed Gemma, He taught me that I was stronger than I knew myself to be. He taught me that as bad as life could be, there are still people in the world that are good.” She touched his cheek.

“I didn’t see it then, but he broke me down until I was nothing, so that I could build myself back up to be able to love you the right way. I know you hate him for what he did to me, but be thankful that I am here with you now. I need you to let it go and be present with me. If you twell in the past, then I am afraid I will be pulled back into it, too.” She gripped his face with both of her hands, searching his eyes. “Love me enough to forgive him. 1 loved you enough to do it.”

“He doesn’t deserve your forgiveness, Lily.”

She smiled at him. “No, he doesn’t, but I deserve to forgive him. You don’t forgive people for them, you do it for yourself.” She took his hand and put it

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over her heart. “You gave Gideon up for me, give Loatie your forgiveness, so that we can be at peace.”

He sighed. “I knew it was a bad idea to leave you with my sisters,” he mumbled. “You are to mentally and emotionally grown.”

She leaned back, smirking. “So, is that a yes?”

He rolled his eyes, “It’s a T’]I try?”

She kissed his neck. “I guess I’ll take that for now.”

She wiggled to be put down and he set her on the floor. She glanced over her shoulder.

“Oh, and two more things. Do you mind if I leave Deegan tomorrow?”

-why?”

he asked as he followed her into the bathroom.

“Does it matter?”

He ran his fingers through his hair. “It shouldn’t, but I’m terrified to even let you out of my sight”

“I want to go to Lotus and to see Sommer.”

He tensed. “Why are you going to Lotus?”

“I want to invite Preston and Lonna to my graduation

party and our wedding.”

He relaxed as he leaned against the wall to watch her prepare a bath. “Alright. I will ask Javier to take you tomorrow.”

She beamed at him. “Thanks”

She climbed into the tub, moaning softly at the warmth of the water.

“What’s the second thing?”

She slowly lathered the loofah and rubbed it seductively over her breasts. “I was wondering if you wanted to bathe with me?”

He jumped into the tub and water sloshed over the rim, soaking the floor. He pulled her onto her lap and wrapped an arm around her waist as his fingers moved over her stomach.

“It’ll be your pleasure,” he growled into her ear.

Chapter Comments

this chapter was 5000 sweet!!!

she’s so strong now! she’s grown son much!

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