Chapter 11
Chapter 11
Anna POV
I was expecting this question but still, it hurts.
"I came to meet you all," I told them with a small smile on my face.
"Who told you to come here. We told you right that we dont want to see your face ever again. Then why
did you come here" she said harshly
My eyes get watery but I didn't cry.
"Why do you hate me, mom? Am I not your daughter? You both never love me? Why? I want answers
and without getting them I will not go from here." I said
"Why do you think I will answer you, stupid girl," she said coldly.
There was not a single emotion in her eyes.
"Why dont you just tell me. I promise you after that you will never have to see my face again. Please" I
said and tears fell from eyes.
She looked at me for a second, then sighed and told me to follow her.
I followed her and she sat on the couch in the living room.
She gestured me to sit and I sit.
After a long pause, she said "your father raped me"
My eyes widened and I got shocked.
I can't believe this because they are always so happy.
I haven't even seen them fighting ever. They are a lovely couple.
I turned toward dad and he glared at me.
"Why are looking at me like that you bitch. You are not my daughter" he yelled and I flinched.
This is not the first time he shouted at me but this is the first time he called me a bitch.
"We were married for one year then his friend came to our house to visit him. He was nice and a
perfect gentleman. He was married to his right school sweetheart. He then came to our house more
frequently. Then one day when my husband was not home, he came drunk in my house. I told him to
go back as he is drunk. But no he didn't listen to me and came close to me. After that, he grabbed me ConTEent bel0ngs to Nôv(e)lD/rama(.)Org .
and pushed me on the floor. I protested but he didn't stop. He raped me and all I can do was lying there
silently with tears running down on my face. After he was done, he passed out. I got up after some time
and called my husband. He came and when he saw us he immediately called the police. "
She sighed then continued "they arrested him but he was very very rich so he got bailed. After some
time I fell sick so I thought maybe it was flu. But when I got checked it out they told me I am pregnant.
Can you believe it Pregnant? I got shocked and I started to hate that baby. I want an abortion but I can't
get it done. So I had you but you know when I saw your eyes, I started to hate you more. You had his
eyes. So that's why we hate you. I cursed you the day you were born that you will be living hell in this
life. "
After her explanation, all I can do was weep.
What was my fault in it? It's not like it's my fault that he raped her.
How can a mother curse her daughter?
"Oh so that's the reason of your hate for me," I said without any emotion.
"Did he raped you more than one time? No right the person whom you sold me raped me daily. He
didn't even leave me even if I was on my period. Did he ever hit you? No right he hit me daily. Did you
ever feel like he was going to kill after he was done with you? No right I feel all the time that he was
going to kill me after fulfilling his lust. I always waited for him to sleep so that I can be sure that he will
not do it again or kill me" I said in a cold emotionless voice.
Everyone looked shocked at my outburst. Even I was shocked.
"What was my fault mom. What was? I don't even ask to be here. Since childhood, I just want your
love. I did everything you told me just because I want you to be happy. I want you to love me. I want
you to protect. Do you know how many times I was about to rape? Many times. You told me to work if I
want to study when I was 13. I did it because I thought if I get good marks you will be proud of me." I
sobbed and fell down on my knees.
"Do you know how many times the owner of the hotel where I worked touched me in the wrong places
because you didn't tell me what was right and what was wrong. Did you know how many times that old
bastard touched my boobs and said that he will give me extra money? I let him because I want that
damn money to buy my clothes. You just did that to me because I was a rape child. What was my fault
mom?" I was still sobbing.
Now I know the reason for their hate and I am regretting.
Why did I even ask them? I have to go from here.
I can't do this anymore. I need space and a place where I can let out my frustration.
I stood and wiped my all tears then said " you know if I got pregnant, I won't hate my child just because
he or she was rape child. I will give them my unconditional love. I will not become you"
With that, I walked out of the house and no one stopped.
Sometimes I think I expect too much. Now I am not going to expect anything from anyone.
Now I dont have anyone in my life except my husband.
I just hope someday he will give me the love I want or you can say craved.
I sat in the car and told Mr Wilson to take me home.
I didn't stop crying for even a second. I don't know I am even crying.
We reached home and I thanked Mr Wilson and walked inside the house.
I went upstairs ignoring everyone look. Maria was also shocked to see me like this.
I went inside and puked in the toilet. After that, I brushed my teeth.
I think I should go to the doctors. I'll ask his permission tonight.
Without changing my clothes, I laid in bed and weep on the pillow.
I dont know when I fell asleep.
I woke up after hearing my name. Someone was calling me.
"ANNA" someone yelled.
There was darkness in the room and when I saw the time it was 8:30.
I gasped and get off from the bed quickly.
Shit, I am dead today. No one can save me.
Why didn't I woke up? I never get too much tired but now all I want to do is rest.
There he was standing on the end of the stairs and his face was showing too much anger.
Maybe if I explained to him he will understand. Right?
When I was on the last stair, he slapped me.
I placed my hand on the cheek where he slapped.
"Why are you keep forgetting every fucking rule" he yelled and everyone keeps their mouth silent.
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Authors Note
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